Lateli, a lot of words keep floating around my mind

Sometimes i reali wonder,

Wat is 'trust'?

Wat is 'friend'?

N wat is 'Me'?

Trust, did i sometimes reali put too much trust on my friends???

Whenever i feel the sense of betray, I canot take it.. it is just too pain for me..

Lesson learnt taught me nt to put too much trust on someone, as u wont noe when they wil betray u n leak our ur secret..

This is the real-world, u can trust no one except urself.. but if u reali found someone close to ur heart, n u noe tt he/she wil not betray u, gd luck to u..

"Friends?"

What is the real meaning of friends??

Friends is someone who u can share ur burden wif, hapi moments wif n difficulties wif

However, hw mani true friends r there in the world?? U might not noe tt this friend is nice to u this moment, but on the other side speaks evil of u..

Thus, sometimes when making friends, we nid to b aware to differentiate btw them...

"Myself?"

If u ask me to rite a short description of myself, i might nid to thin twice before giving u the answer...

Honestly speaking, i feel that i m a person who is petty, lack of knowledge, etc..

I dislike ppl to smoke in front of me, i dun noe y, but i just feel a strong sense of anger rising.. but wat can i do?? Limited.. Ppl smoke even though they noe tt it is bad, but they just smoke.. Who m i in the position to ask them to quit smokin?? This is their way of life, i canot stop them.. - helpless..

Sometimes, i reali wonder, to some friends of mine

Wat position do i reali hold in their heart, m i juz a nobody or m i juz a busybody..

Confidence lateli have been reducing which i also dun noe y

I nid to find back the old me which is hapi, blur n no worries.. But it seems like it is impossible..

Haiz, i m juz typin randomly.. dun noe wat i typin also siax...

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