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Sunday, October 01, 2006

NeW tHoUgHtS n ExPeRiEnCe...

Yoz, it has been a long time since i blog.... caz dun reali feel like goin online these few days, was in a repetitive mode... Work -> Go Home -> Watch VCD -> Sleep... Has been doin all the same thins for the past few days.. In work, nth much happen indeed.. but, i thin i wasnt in the condition to work for these week la, wasnt in the heart s well.. dun noe y?? so i had lots of bruises all over my body siax, e.g. mon => cut my finger, wed => burnt my finger, sat => accidentali pour the shoyu n ginger on the floor.. haix.. reali damn jialat la.. but who to blame except mi, wat i was actuali thinkin siax.. i simply dun noe.. I din had the time to thin much or rather do anythin i wanted.. but todae suddenli somethin strikes mi, wil my life continue to b the same when i grow up???

Anywy, these few days, bside workin, i also went out on thur nite.. actuali thought of goin for badminton trainin, caz din go there for like 2 months already, but so coincidence.. it's carol's pre-bdae.. n she invite mi to her workin place - fluid bar.. So, i had to go along wif Angie lo.. haha.. It's indeed a vez unique experience for mi siax, n it also bond our friendship further.. I can stil remember the scene clearli.. It was her bdae, she was damn hapy s all her friends were there s well n we also drank quite a bit.. i reali did restrict myself on liquor, but on the other hand on cin Carol drinkin so much.. it also strike mi thinkin, i shouldnt let her drink so much s it's harmful for her health~ Anywy, somethin happened the nite, n there left mi, Angie n Carol gettin much more closer together..

Like wat i said b4 hand, i watch VCD which i borrow fr huiee on tue nite.. I bhad been watchin it since wed nite n it's reali damn nice la.. i watched til abt 4 am everydae.. I admire the female lead who had the guts to say out everythin tt she wanted to voice out.. Sometime, reality is often vez different fr dream, though everyone may wish tt dreams wil come true, but it's often the opposite.. so it's best if we can do wat we wanted at the moment, no more delay s we dun noe wat wil happen the next day.. no one noe.. Able to voice out wat we think is the best n try to ve an open mind... Thinkin til here, suddenli i had a sense of loneliness.. ever since young, i was like all alone n the onli group of ppl i can contact is onli my friends.. there r some thins which i cant reali tel them much, but i reali try to b s truthful s i can n try nt to show my sadness at time.. Tt's y my favourite quote is "Always stay happy no mater wat happen!!' I dun wan to live in sadness n it wil like worsen my day...

Try to forgt all the unhappiness n make everyday a new start, tc of own health n tt's the most important, b hapy n no worries.. Health? Mayb i should reali listen to my mum n go for a thorough check-up, but on the other hand, i m afraid of the result.. haix.. let mi consider first~~ I reali feel bad when i quarrel wif my mum at times, simply dun noe hw to face her siax.. Wanted to apologise, but i ve no guts.. M i timid?? i thin so, mix feelin inside mi.. Sometimes reali want to lose all my memories n if i can, the selected memories can b erase off.. tt's the best choice.. Anywy, recentli, juz knocked onto the door, so there is a bruise on the forehead la.. memories ve been fallin siax, suddenli dun even remember hw my friends look like.. haha.. if i happen to forgt u, remember to remind mi... haha, jkjk la.. Shall stop here todae, shouldnt b so emotional siax.. haha..

Lena Thng blogged @ 1:33 AM