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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

life is busy...

haha... life is s usual busy for mi everydae, fr sun all the way til todae.. went out wif vicky to bugis in afternon on sun... motive: find andi's present... wa, tt one reali vez troublesome leh, dun noe wat to gt for him siax, caz he seems to ve everythin, so rich la.. so, we were like walkin around lookin for ideas then in the end, we settle on the perfume.. haha, then he can seduce his gf liao le lo.. whahaha... after tt, then we went to the national library to try our luck c whether we can find eddie n ys there or nt.. haix, juz when we were abt to give up, sittin on the stairs, we saw ys walkin out, headin hm.. haha, so we chit-chat abit, settle on the present lo.. oya wif eddie also.. yup, then i went to work in mediacrop liao le lo.. tt day is the 'It's showtime', though i din watch the show b4 but i thin their ideas were damn great la.. *thumb up... N the work ends my day lo..

Basicali on mon, i was like workin 1 whole day lo.. but nite is like a bit terrible for mi la caz i need handle the customer then at the same time teach the new trainee... then hor, all 3 is like a bit blur blur wan la, they take the orders i need to re-rite again lo.. then hor, somethin like doin all in one like tt siax.. reali damn jialat la.. but hor, i thin tt they also vez pathetic siax, first day go work, then is like so damn busy liao le la.. haix, but hor, no choice lo..

S for todae, i went to gym in the noon together wif Angie siax.. It's damn shiok lo, caz we run, cycle n even row.. haha, finali managed to exercise after so long siax, n i seriousli gained weight liao le.. After exercisin, we went to makan somethin plan n simple b4 i set off to my badminton trainin.. so long din even touch the racket liao le.. i thin this holidays i onli managed to go there once ba, caz i wont b free anymore liao le.. but surprisingli, though i din exercise for like 2 plus months, i feel tt my stamina also din dropped til too bad la.. onli the actions a bit retard then hor, some error here n there onli.. I m reali vez tired todae siax, a bit 'xiong' though, but i feel tt i had 'du guo' it meaningfulli... haha.. shall go to the gym more often fr nw on, need to train up stamina liao le lo.. whahaha..

Conclusion:
Lateli keep havin this mindset in mind, wat if i had went to JC instead of poly last yr, wont life b different fr nw... i feel tt s compared to the 'old' mi (sec 4), i had indeed bcome more mature.. is it due to the way i lead my life??? i had experienced more than i can in less than one whole yr.. n i had learnt a lot of thins n i also had a different way lookin towards life nw.. I feel tt i was like much more older than my usual age but actuali i m stil quite young la.. Though i din hate the life i m havin nw, but i stil prefer those days where i can juz play n study, no need to worry abt too much thins, n i can even attend every trainin tt i m havin.. But for nw, mayb i was pushin myself too fast.. i muz admit, i m greedy, i wan to ve everythin, all one shot together.. actuali i also dunnoe y m i rushin for, there is like totali no goal for mi.. N i hope tt one day there wil b someone out there tt can tel mi, wat's reali wrong wif mi???

Lena Thng blogged @ 11:29 PM