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Monday, July 31, 2006

A sense of UnCeRtAiNtY~~

haix, todae excel the result released.. damn sad siax, though i dun expect myself to top la, but hor, the result is reali horrible.. i reali canot take it la, i was like quite confidence for my excel, then in the end, i scored so badli.. i was like 'Was was happenin man???' oh gosh, then we were like suppose to ve a mock exam doin all the powerpt thin.. but honestli speakin la, when i gt my result, i was like in a daze la, dun noe wat i m doin, then in the end, i wasted 1 hr doin nth at all.. so jialat..

After account, mi, zac n erica went to makan mac, then we sat there chit-chattin til 9pm.. omg... but tt's fun, i feel tt sometimes, even without a motive a topic, it's fun when ppl gt together n juz chit-chat abt anythin, family, friends, past, etc.. it feels gd.. reali...

But, over some topic tt we discussed abt, i suddenli feel tt, i did no contribution when doin project, n the thins tt i had done r juz so insignificant.. i was basicali juz a slacker, doin nth.. n when thins r suppose to b done, i wasnt on schedule.. The worst is tt i need ppl to come n 'fan' mi, so tt i wil try to complete it.. y is it like tt??? where has my sense of responsibility went??? N tt actuali i should try to understand ppl more, no juz on the surface, but in depth.. mayb i juz lacked of somethin called 'xi xin'???

I wasnt a gd friend afterall, but i thin tt i wasnt tt bad la.. actuali every of us has a lot of bad pts, it's juz tt we dun noe.. hwever, i feel tt we should juz b truthful to each other s a friend la, n nt hide here n there... sometimes, we tend to misinterpret the intention of others, mayb fr our pt of view, but on the other, we should look at their pt of view s well.. then slowli try to understand the person, n nt judge a bk by its cover.. then we wil discover somethin tt we dun noe abt tt person, n perhaps noe him or her beter..

Sometimes, it's beter to thin b4 we act or even say somethin... like wat i ve done, i sort of regret it ba, mayb juz the phrase, but nt the whole incident... N wat i can say is tt i tried my best to change, all those bad pts, but if i reali change to the extreme.. then the Lena tt ur noe, is nt the Lena liao le... =]

Lena Thng blogged @ 10:13 PM