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Sunday, July 23, 2006

Already to the extreme...

Y cant i ve a day where i can stay at hm, do nth, juz slackin??? watchin tv, video n juz sleep??? Y is it tt i ve gt so mani thins to do everyday.. even b4 the week has ended, i had already gt my next week planned... i m so tired.. reali vez tired.. it's nt the 1st time tt i had complain abt this.. but this time, i m reali, totali breakin down.. machine spoil liao le.. unable to generate anymore energy.. for studies, i ve reali been lackin bhind, n i want to catch back.. but simply no time to do all the catchin up.. give up work??? i would like to do so too.. but makin the decision wil affect lots of ppl.. n also, i need $$ every month to settle personal stuff... my mum asked mi to give up my work, but is it possible??? i doubt so!!!

Today, i c Angie happily come work, n i asked her y is she so hapy??? she told mi, caz she gt enough sleep, then enough rest, eat well, of course hapy la.. haha... this is also the thins tt i wanted so much.. sleep~~ i wan enough sleep.. but hw come it seemed so difficult to mi.. so far away.. i ve been stretch to the extreme... stress is everywhere... My manager wanted us to do thins every sec n he thought tt we no need to rest.. haha.. Wat if he reali works full shift??? 9 - 9?? i feel tt it no big deal..

I reali feel like a walkin corpse right nw.. for the past 2 days, i ve been workin non-stop n nw i had to stay up to do a lot of thins tt had been given to mi durin the weekends.. all the tutorials r nt done yet.. y is my time management so bad??? i reali dun noe.. time is simply nt enough...

Lena Thng blogged @ 10:32 PM