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Friday, June 30, 2006

Shack~~

juz back fr badminton n volleyball trainin.. damn shack... both crashed together, bur of course, i more focus on badminton la.. fr 6 -7pm, i went for volleyball then was like juz playin around.. then at 7pm, i left for badminton lo.... aiyo, a bit suay siax, when i was walkin on the track towards the hall, my badminton instructor saw mi.. then ask mi to join my friends for runnin la.. so, i was like runnin without doin enough stretchin.. so, the muscle a bit tight la.. but was ok.. Then went back to the hall to do some workout again plus play match lo.. it's reali a wonderful trainin, i thin... was quite fun la, especiali the part when we play match.. After badminton, then i went back to volleyball again.. aiyo, like play for 15 minutes then released liao lo.. ate dinner wif erica, then came hm...

Actuali, todae i was basicali livin in my lala land lo.. was vez sleepy n feel shack throughly.. i slept all the way lo, whether in FJ, in library or lecture hall.. aiyo, wat i do is juz sleepin onli.. caz reali vez tired siax.. dun noe y also.. mayb it's all due to mi workin yesterdae nite ba.. haha..

Some thoughts again:
reali dun noe wat's wrong wif mi siax.. lateli was like keep starin into space.. day-dreamin or dun noe thinkin abt wat.. simply cant concentrate on wat m i doin.. sianx.. sometimes reali wan to vent out all my thoughts n feelin, but simply dun noe hw.. dun noe hw to put it into words.. dun noe wat's wrong wif mi.. nt totali stress, but juz tt the feelin is nt rite lo.. no energy, no 'xin qin' n nth.. everydae seems to pass vex fast.. but after the end of everydae, i wil tend to ask myself, wat ve i done todae.. n the answer is juz nth.. nth accomplished everydae..

can anyonw tel mi wat's wrong wif mi, i reali wan to find out.. or m i goin crazy soon??? haha, din had a vez gd tok wif anyone for vez long liao le... everyone is juz so busy.. ya, yesterdae mornin, while i was on my way to sch, then i saw a lot of secondary sch students.. suddenli i feel tt it's stil beter to study in sec sch, where the bond is so tight n tt everydae is juz so wonderful.. full of wonder n lots of memory.. mayb one day, i shall go back to c hw r the sec 5 doin... hw's their exam or wat..

Reali feel like shuttin myself up siax.. somethin like silent mode, dun tok to any, peaceful environment.. but is it possible for mi??? i dun thin so leh.. reali canot, caz of work n friends.. but when is the rite time tt i m able to reflect n thin of somethin??? mayb i need someone bside mi to listen to mi n interpret the problem for mi ba.. simply find myself useless n terrible... sometimes, i feel tt i stil lack the ability to tok to ppl, to communicate wif them throughly.. unable to noe wat's on their mind n hw they feel...

Lena Thng blogged @ 11:34 PM