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Thursday, June 29, 2006

changin...

2day gt back effective ICA2... alamak, i drop one grade leh, quite sad though, caz juz one more mark n i wil b back to B... haix, but at least i pass, so stil ok la.... then caz effective writin ends earli, so some of us went to makan at north canteen lo.. n i had a heavy breakfast siax, caz i din ate dinner yesterdae, caz mym mum din cook.. wa lau.. reali vez hungry la..

Then econ s usual, ends earli.. so they went FJ to makan lo, for lunch n mi n wendy shared some fruits... at first, all of us decide to go to FJ together, but suddenli, sokhiang they all went to the south canteen instead... so after everyone finished eatin, we were like discussin abt some family problems like hw come we feel tt the family had splited into 2 parts.. then where is the actual problem.. so, we were like all determined to find out the problems btw us todae, n we even bk the discussion rm to discuss abt this wif sohkiang they all.. haha..

Actuali, it's gd to trash thins out, at least we noe like where are all our problems is n can try to overcome or kick away the bad habit or somethin.. so, we were like discussin n we feel tt, actuali there is no problem within the family la, juz the communication breakdown onli.. it's the so cal 'sendin of wrong msg'... n caz we din try to explain it, n it result in the group driftin further n further.. so, everythin was ok liao lo.. we solved the problem, hope tt there wont b any misunderstandin anymore.. somehw, we feel like the discussion of the family thin is gd, haha.. mayb we should ve a so cal meetin every month... yup..

Oya, todae also gt back management de result.. actuali i quite 'man yi'.. hehe, i reached my target.. but too bad, juz one more mark then i wil gt an A.. a bit sad la.. but, stil vez hapy.. haha, mixed feelings siax.. n i had proved to myself tt speed studyin for mi is vez beneficial siax.. tt day mornin i juz learn my management then in the end i scored like beter than my other subject.. mayb i understand it beter lo.. then nw like every result also released liao le.. 'song le yi kou qi'.. finali, n i manage to pass everythin.. lucky siax... but the result stil nt vez gd, thin muz faster find someone to study wif mi liao, then influence mi, or else sure wil die at the final exams wan lo..

Then i also noe where my problems lies, n zac n erica were like scoldin mi.. haha, there feel tt i had been doin harm to my own health... caz of my tight schedule n tt i like go out late at nite, dun care abt my own health la.. haha.. nw i noe tt.. n i wil try to take note of it.. haha.. thz for all the concern siax.. bsides this, zac n erica also tok to mi abt my problems lo.. caz i told them i ve gt a communication breakdown wif my mum.. caz she is too naggy, then everytime we meet, we tend to quarrel, tt's y i packed my schedule tightly, so s to reduce the chances to cin her.. myab i was wrong.. like wat they said, n i noe it too... mum wil nv betray u, n when u r in trouble, the 1st one tt is goin to help u is ur mum... but i reali canot stand it siax, wan to tolerate.. but she had already pushed mi to the extreme.. mayb i took thins for granted~~ or rather, i was like tt since young, so it's difficult to change.. anywy, i wil thin through it.. seriousli, n try to change the situation...

Everyone need to adjust their character to the different environment.. even mi, n i thin this takes time, everyone has a different character, n all of us should try to tolerate it when we can.. even mi, i had been adjustin myself to poly life, tryin to b more quiet.. mayb i was too noisy for the past 2 months.. n i should quiet down, n if i offended anyone in any ways, juz bear wif mi.. sorx siax.. caz the class tt i m currentli havin is juz too different fr my sec sch..

Lena Thng blogged @ 5:56 PM