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Sunday, March 26, 2006

So FaSt...

Haha, so fast, it's already the end of my second week workin in sakae... Gt to noe more n more ppl... Was quite tired recentli, nt much appetite n feel quite loneli at times... dun noe y also... S one gets older, everythin starts to change... Sometimes it's also quite difficult to find a friend to tel them ur sorrow or happiness or rather asked them to acc mi to go watch movie, caz ' du shu de du shu', stead wan stead... Then also vez 'bu hao yi si' trouble them siax... haix... So ve been spendin most of time sleepin la... haha.. more n more like a pig liao lo...
I also dun noe wat mi typin nw... Juz type out wat comes to the mind... I thin i was wrong the other dae ba, shouldnt ve done tt, out of control... ve been thinkin abt it these few days, dun noe wat comes over mi also la... haix... but wat's done canot b undone... I thin we r unable to gt back to the way tt we used to liao lo, everythin is different... Mayb stop cin each other mayb a beter way for mi... continue my way of life... The onli thin mi can sae is 'sorx'... Hope sch wil start faster ba, then mi gt too mani thins to do then wil stop thinkin abt other thins...

Sometimes, i would feel tt i m actuali quite useless... say talent no talent, studies also nt vez gd.. dun noe y m i here... haha... Gt a lot of thins wantin to tel ppl, but juz canot do it... Sometimes i feel tt it's quite a heavy burden for mi la, havin to keep it inside... so i always tried nt to thin abt it... at least it would b beter... 'kan kai dian'... or mayb one day i reali canot bear it, n say it out??? but vez unlikeli ba... So, mayb it's gd to b alone too, no need to trouble ppl... haix...

Ok, back to the normal lena... mi todae stil quite ok lo, didnt took wrong order... the supervisor keep sayin tt mi nt vez alert la... but hor, mi alreadi tryin my best liao lo... haix... hope it wil gt beter n beter ba... Actuali did nth much todae lo... slept til abt 2 like tt then played com for a few hrs then go work liao lo... the same routine...

Lena Thng blogged @ 12:15 AM